Full Apoptygma Berzerk Concert

This is from this year.

Apoptygma Berzerk - "Suffer in Silence"

I'm actually in a really good mood today, so posting this kind of flies in the face of that good mood. It's a really depressing song, to be honest. But it's Apop, so I can't complain too much.

Apoptygma Berzerk - "Spindizzy" (live)

It's songs like this that are the reason why Apoptygma Berzerk is the exceptionally popular band it is today.

Apoptygma Berzerk - "Starsign"

This was may first Apoptygma Berzerk song. I have to say it was also one of the songs that shaped my tastes in my early years in the scene. I still listen to it, even after all these years.

"Love Will Tear Us Apart" covers

This morning, I feel like paying homage to Joy Division for no particularly good reason. Here are three covers of "Love Will Tear Us Apart".

Culutre Kultür:


Apoptygma Berzerk (You'll need to turn up your volume a bit to hear this one.):
Dave Gahan from Depeche Mode:

Apoptygma Berzerk - "Unicorn"

This is easily my favorite Apoptygma Berzerk song. It's another sappy love song, but I like it.



(Sorry for the late update. I pressed "Save" instead of "Publish". Good thing I checked... x_x)

Seven songs that motivate me

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Although it was very tempting to make this a three-video Thursday, I practiced restraint and decided to make a post discussing ten songs that get me going while I'm at work. I have a day job, and while I'm at my desk or walking on my way to and from work, there are some songs that just get me going. Now, I've completely fawned over some of those songs in previous posts, but I want to talk about the songs that might not get as much love elsewhere. Mind you, there are also plenty of videos or album reviews that I post of songs that I like, but I might not listen to very often. This is a list of things that I listen to on a daily or nearly daily basis. In a way, this is meant to be an "about me" post.

(One thing to note is that these songs are also not in any particular order.)

1. "Playing the Fool" - Unter Null - From Sacrament, this song gets me particularly pumped up when I'm in a less than stellar mood, especially in regard to things in my personal life. The lyrics clearly state that a former significant other has been so deplorable that it has caused Erica to completely lose respect for him and remove him from her life. It's not the kind of song that I play for inspiration as much as it is to channel irritation, particularly the kind that is specific and pointed, into something tangible and stop thinking about it.

2. "Better Off" - Alice in Videoland - I won't lie. This song is kind of depressing, but it has a certain calming beauty to it. Although there is discussion that floats around about what the real meaning of this song is, I think it simply has to do with having to put up a happy front when you're feeling sad or depressed and getting emotionally drained by it. By the end of the song, it seems like the narrator just doesn't care about putting that front up anymore. This song has a fair bit of that kind of chiming, whistling Swedish electronica charm to it, and I think that's part of what makes me feel happy, even though the song is really very melancholy.

3. "Once in a Lifetime (Extended)" - Wolfsheim - If you went to goth nights in the early part of the 2000s, you probably noticed this played almost every week. This song is dark, with snappy, clicking beats in the foreground and synth bass in the back. It brings in a mood of pure despair about how a man who has lost his family to the ocean in some sort of tragedy is contemplating suicide, because nothing can console him now that he lost everything that matters to him. Obviously, this is another grossly depressing song, but it brings about this sense of nostalgia for me from a good time in my life, back when I started getting into the goth scene.

4. "Hydroelectric" - MDFMK - As far as I'm concerned, this is one of Lucia Cifarelli's best vocal performances. This song seems to be about a general sense of being able to give yourself up to someone. Although the imagery that MDFMK provides is very "them", when you move all that aside, you actually get an emotionally charged song that can make you feel good.

5. "Voices" - Helalyn Flowers - This song holds more value in its beat and melody than in its lyrics. I always want to bob my head or tap the desk whenever this song pops up. There is a definite futuristic sound to this, but it also sounds like it could be pop music, given a different circumstance. The way the song seems to want to beat you in the head with the fact that everything is done with electronic or synthesized guitars, drums, and other instruments almost creates a sort of novelty to it. I admit that I've gone the whole song not even paying attention to the lyrics sometimes, just trucking along with the task at hand while letting the beat sizzle through me.

6. "Liar" - Emilie Autumn - This is my favorite song from Opheliac. Let it be known here that Emilie Autumn is probably one of the best (if not the best) musicians I've ever heard in regard to being able to convey high drama in music form. "Liar" is probably her best song for that. That scratchy violin cuts through me like a knife. All the booms and pings add incredible atmosphere. And she has a singing style that just runs me over. I love listening to this on my walk to work. It gets the blood flowing and wakes my brain up in a way that feels more like having a healthy breakfast, instead of something merely loud and banging, which is more like waking up with a Monster drink and a donut.

7. "Unicorn" - Apoptygma Berzerk - This is the token sappy love song of the list. Well, it's as sappy as Apoptygma Berzerk can be, I guess.

So, anyway, if you want an idea of what I listen to on an everyday basis (and I went out of my way to not put in an I:Scintilla or Tying Tiffany song), here's a good sampler.

Apoptygma Berzerk - "Until the End of the World"

Here is an example of a fantastic song that is paired with a confusing video.

Can someone explain this Apoptygma Berzerk video to me? From what I can tell, it looks like there are two women who are adversaries in some way, and one is chasing the other through the city streets. Near the end of the video, the one who was doing the chasing suddenly becomes the person being chased. The song has absolutely nothing to do with some form of adversarial relationship. Instead, the song is about regret in regard to having a relationship end, either through some sort of catastrophic loss or because the relationship just didin't work out.

I have heard this song many times over the years, but I just watched the video for the first time last night. This really does vex me, like Apop tends to bewilder me with other videos, such as the one for "Suffer in Silence", for example. They're also capable of making fantastic videos though, such as the one for "Unicorn". I'm not sure what to say, because they're exceptionally talented as musicians, but many of their videos often have a tendency to make very little sense. Does anyone agree with my sentiment?

Also, my readers, don't get worried about this suddenly becoming a site solely devoted to music videos with my recent streak of music video posts. I have some other, more interesting content coming soon!